Did Scott think about me and search for my name?
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Or was it a passive people-you-may-know coincidence? It does matter. Technically though, we never really did it. He is sitting next to me, a waist-high fake-glass dividing wall between our desks. Nothing kinkier than intimacy in a public place. I offer a throaty grunt and an exasperated hehake in reply, the al for busyness.
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No commitment, no feelings, and no regrets. Memories of a New York version of me much more attractive that the actual Hong Kong one. Reality check. A Chinese Jay Leno.
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Agility can make the difference between an unremarkable and a memorable fuck. I feel my New York version violently creeping.
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I click on my own profile, making sure for the third time today that I have deleted all proofs of my life in Asia.
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We have unfinished business, right? I guess I was talking aloud. Getting flustered, Chen? He finds his I love tea mug on his desk and takes a few noisy sips. He takes a from the stack piling up on his desk and pretends to read, still holding his cup. When I ask him if he has any idea Fat women fuck for Odessa to score pot in Hong Kong, he chokes on his tea.
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I was busy finding a job, and then I was busy being an exemplary employee, making a living, paying my rent, spending quiet time with Bryan, becoming someone I used to spit on. Instead of blurting out the I-have-other-plans routine lie I accept the invitation. Time to get back on track, warm up before Scott comes to Hong Kong. In the 5X bus taking me home, two bleach blonde toothpicks remind me of a party at Marquee in Chelsea.
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